Late night musings

Thing that I wrote last night whilst definitely thinking through things too much.

Over thinking, staring into black.
As my mind flits, wondering over just one thing
Reading into things too much.
Should I? Shouldn't I?

Trembling as confusion sets in.
Shaking as I try to hold back tears, threatening
To run tracks down my face and
Soak into my haven.

Fingertips deftly circling temples,
Warding off the imposing barrages; whilst I
Try to control my breathing.
Normal. Once again.

Mask firmly fastened in place once more,
Ready to continue with this masquerade ball,
Carry on this game of chess
Moving with caution.

Itching already, under this fake.
Desperate to take off these layers upon layers'
To show my face just this once
To just one person.



It's not great and not a usual post for me but you'll probably get a more normal one later tonight. And no, you don't need to take me to a psychologist I just really was thinking too much so wrote this to take my mind off of it...

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